I have a cavity. There I admitted it. I can't deny it any longer. There is actually a noticeable hole in one of my back molars. It doesn't hurt exactly, but I figure any time you can actually insert your tongue into your tooth there is something wrong.
I HATE dentists. Let me clarify. It's not exactly a scary phobia or anything. They don't terrify me.It's more like an annoyance than a fear. I hate when they poke at my teeth and admonish me for not brushing the crap out of my teeth. Yes, I don't floss. It's a personal choice you sadisitic little person.
In other news my butt has grown to an unthinkable size and girth. It's gross. I need to go on a diet or something. Now that everything seems to kind of suck, I'm relying on food to make me happy. It's bad. I guess I shouldn't really diet though. The real problem is my lack of physical activitiy. I just don't have time and/or motivation. But I will strive to become less sedentary. Well.....maybe.
And finally to make sure that this entry is completely incoherent, the other day I felt like I was in a movie. Honestly, it was the most sureal thing ever and proof that the media has completely messed up my perception of life ( A real moment seemed fabricated to me....that's weird!!!). I was sitting in Starbucks with my boyfriend and we were just sitting there looking at each other and some slow, cool starbuckesque song was playing in the background and we were talking about what it would be like when I leave to go to college. Wait....you know what it really felt like? It wasn't a movie. It was a flipping episode of Dawson's Creek or something similar. CRAZY.
I saw the most beautiful thing today. The sky was dark and foggy. A flock of gesse flew through it. Then, to the right a single leaf floated slowly to the ground, dancing in the wind. Very melancholoy and cool.
Posted by jessimica6
at 9:04 PM EST